Oh let the words flow. I can feel THEM FLOODING OVER AND INSIDE ME LIKE I AM WASHING MYSELF -- A CRYSTAL GLASS WINDOW. NOW God.
NOW GOD.
NOW I CAN FINALLY SEE GOD!
AND FEEL THE GLOW AGAIN. Soft and gentle EVERYWHERE THAT BLOOD JUST FLOWERED!
Cool and warm. I am staying right in the swimming pool of my heart which is to say I’m dogpaddling now
How do we stay happy?
WE STOP THINKING AND INSTEAD weSTAY INTHEBODY NOW IN LIGHT AND LOVE AND GRATITUDE!
(Eckert Tolle's books are full of instruction.)
It’s been a might almighty prayer THAT this meditation HAS DELIVERED ME today.
How it feels: I have love sluicing the inside of my calm green palms. Some memoirs, one in particular, need to be rereared rereaded retreat removed from your lonely story, and instead START READING AND SPEAKING and YELLING AND HOLLERING
I AM NOT ALONE. I HAVE ALWAYS GOT THE DIVINITY FEEDING ME
“ANGELS KEEP WHISPERING IN MY YEARS.”
The trick is to keep a long slow warmish glow just going up and down so gently in the pink wetness of my skin
STAYING IN THE BODY MEANS QUIETING DOWN THE MINDS’ SOFT QUILT SO SO MUCH SLOWER THAN SPEAKING
THIS POETRY is POET TREE, see me standing in TREE POSE TO THE COUNT OF 52?
you can hear this poetree THIS WAY:
LISTEN: HEAR THAT HEARTBEAT? FEEL THAT voice in your head? FEEL IT You don’t need it. Stop the BAD radio in your head and reach deep into the flesh beneath my baby blue bathrobe AND RETRIEVE THE MIRACLES OF THE ANGEL NOVEL/MEMOIR
How do your stop the radio? How do you use words to get unsad and UNSTUCK?
Ironically you have to YOU CHUCK THE VOICE YOU know HOW THE EGO VOICE MAKES YOU THINK THINK THINK RATTLING ALL OF THAT CACOPHANY OF SENTENCES
INTO A wad of non-GOD
Thinking thinking I’M THROWING INTO THE ABYSS
THIS IS HOW THE SOFT WHITE FLESH AND GOLDEN LIGHT OF ANGELHOOD FEELS.
I’m feeling what it feels like in the THIS MORNING OF JUNE 14, 2021
WHEN bliss of PURE FEELING breathe FEEL. LIMBS. FOREARMS. Inside thighs
INSIDE THINKING IS THE POTENTIAL FOR DESTRUCTION ESPECILLY WHEN THE THINKING VOICE
TELLS
NEGATIVE
DEAD \\\ STORIES///
LEAH, just make sure you remind your SELF over and over and over over STAY THIS WAY WE FEEL EVERY MOMENT WRITING THIS WAY.
REMINDER: GET OUT get out let go of the business of negative stories. Just keep telling this one:
ANGELS KEEP WHISPERING ETC. ETC.
Over
Over
And
Over again I LOVE THIS POETREE INSIDE ME
Now it’s time to soften the glow and SLOW DOWN
AND EMBRACE THE NEXT MOMENT.
